2002-01-18T11:37:00.000-08:00

hmmmm....no inspiration today. Maybe later.

2002-01-17T12:09:00.000-08:00

Do I want to be pregnant?......Why is this question so hard to answer?! You would think **I** of all people would know the answer, but truth be told I have no flippin idea. Twice now I have miscarried early (or perhaps had late periods) both times would have been opps babies, both left me with a sense of sadness and relief. I know, I know, it is natural to feel both but don't you think NOW. When I have hindsight on my side that I would know?! Well I don't, I just don't. We are not willing to do anything drastic to prevent babies, and have always said if one came it would just simply be right because it was the reality of things, but here I am 3 days before my 28th birthday thinking, I want to be done having babies by 30 and that just isn't going to happen if we wait for our opps baby to make it past the goal line...so why wait? Why not activly try and have another bubba? Well, because I don't know if I want another baby...but I said that already didn't I? sigh.....
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2002-01-16T12:07:00.000-08:00

Ok for my first post I will present you with what you all have been waiting for....as soon as I find out what that is :oP

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